Premiering August 12, “I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE” lands with a thunderclap on The Roku Channel (90M+ accounts) — a searing, four-part docuseries charting the impossible rise of Latin fusion rebel Eddie Blazquez, frontman of Toke D Keda, and the shocking truths the music world tried to bury.

30 YEARS. 65 COUNTRIES. ONE UNBREAKABLE VOICE.
From backroom betrayals to cartel entanglements, this isn’t your typical music documentary — it’s a five-hour detonation of secrets, sabotage, and survival.

Blazquez pulls no punches as he exposes:

* The explosive scandal involving Sony Music, NBC/Telemundo, and a powerful executive who tried to barter Eddie’s career for silence.

* A jaw-dropping physical assault by a major music exec — manager of one of the world’s most famous bands — with a celebrity eyewitness you won’t believe.

* A disturbing indecent proposal from a top Spanish-language TV network executive in exchange for airtime… and the blacklisting that followed when Eddie said no.


LIES. CARTELS. CENSORSHIP.
In the accompanying 400-page, full-color memoir (also available in audiobook in 17 languages), Eddie details how he unknowingly fell for the daughter of a Cali Cartel kingpin — and how he barely escaped that world alive.

From Tokyo to Turkey, Sweden to Singapore, Eddie’s story crisscrosses the globe — and the danger. He’s detained in Australia, censored in Putin’s Russia, and tracked in Erdoğan’s Turkey — all for speaking out against tyranny and standing up for freedom of expression.

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“I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE” is a survivor’s manifesto. A backstage tell-all. A bulletproof middle finger to the powerbrokers who tried to silence one of music’s most determined outsiders.
Watch the docuseries. Read the memoir. Hear the truth.

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